Another Letter to Normals

My story…..
Were you talking to ME???….yes, you are talking to all of us….each has their own story….each with their own pain and those demons….oh, those demons…I ask and pray for just one good weekend to enjoy my family and friends…

one day that someone close will understand I HATE this…I don’t want pity…I don’t want anyone to try and solve my issues..just understand…

I HATE this more than You do..please, my friends understand….I do more than I should…because I don’t want to see those sad eyes, those ??? coming from your silent lips….just be there…

understand I will have good days and bad days…and I choose the good, for sure…..but it isn’t always in the cards…my life no longer belongs to me…I am held hostage to something I do not totally understand, nor do my doctors…help me to enjoy those good days…

take solace in those days that I bring some sunshine and laughter into your life…because your smiles bring me joy and hope…I may not be what you remember, but deep inside I am the same person you enjoyed as a friend or a lover or just someone you could count on…

I am screaming to get out of this pain…just be patient….I have hope…just need to know you do too……Please don’t give up on me….because I refuse to give up on myself….

My Journey,
Flip